i need some fresh air sorry i need to go

so i traveled back, down that road.

will she come back, no one knows.

So after a year and 6 months
It’s no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard, swear to god
I’ll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I’m pleading
I’m trying to stop you from leaving
You won’t even listen, so fuck it